Tickle Me

My friend said to me to tell that person "You don't tickle me". Its not literal. Its just that "Di nya nahuli ang kiliti ko". If I had a tick box, I would have ticked all. But a lot was missing, from my side. We lack connection. Maybe its too soon to tell. Maybe it would have been different if he was near me. Geographically speaking. I have done long distance relationships. I have survived it. We were together first then the long distance thing just came into the picture because I had to move here. I don't think he gets what I mean. Maybe I don't like him enough to take the chance. Funny because, its right there! But why am I not responding? Why? I don't see it. I don't feel it.